Mariam (aka Queen of the One Liners): I...DON'T...KNOW.
What she is doing is this: Self-stripped half-haked. Sitting on a kitchen chair, coloring her doll's head green. I think she knows what she's doing. Maybe she just doesn't know WHY she's doing it. I get that. Really, I do. How many times have I asked myself..."WHY am I doing this?" But for the record, I've never done...specifically....this.